Many times I almost give up .. when I feel over pressured ,tired ,angry ,weak ,alone and like Im going insane (╥﹏╥) . But then I looked around me and I see new faces, new environment and I realized this all a new challenge !!
Ok , let’s clear this now ..
Whenever I feel pressured , I would remind myself the purpose im here . And I am looking to improve myself. These are the things I have to go through . Then I take a deep breath and put a smile . Even if it’s fake!! Given time it will become real .. the smile I mean :)
If I feel tired , I would just ask for a five mins break *we are entitled to that cause we are human* and take a sip of chocolate milk . Close my eyes and visualize where this is all going and when I open my eyes , Im charged again by the possibilities this may bring :)
Anger is a nasty little thing . So , just screw that angry feeling and refer to solution #1 *smile :)* It proves you are a strong person and that is always a feeling of achievement, then move forward and forget details that may hold you back .
One thing’s for sure , I am not weak ! but sometimes I cant help myself . It is very frustrating when you thought you did your best and actually it is not good enough . And when you doubt yourself , that’s when weakness creeps in . close that door, don’t let it in !! never ever doubt yourself and know that frustration is all part of being a better person . Cause if everything is easy,how can you feel GREAT ?
An empty bed , a quiet room. Am I alone ? Never ! The people in your heart always there . Remind yourself by listening to songs and setting cool wallpaper for your lappy..and skype always helps ;D So loneliness is a state of mind, not a situation !! Understand this and you’ll never feel lonely,well almost.We cant help missing our loved ones but that doesn’t make you a lonely person !!
And the best part of it all..when I fell like im going insane :) but that’s just me . I’ve always thought im a little cuckoo!! It adds colour to my life . It helps me imagine possibilities. It makes me see things which are not there. So,if you have yur mind in the right place,insanity could be translated into genius !! hehe . It’s just a way of seeing things . So if you think you are crazy,swap that thought with,”You are a Visionary!”
and now I am SOLEHAH MARDHIYAH again :)
Everyday we may be challenged with new, difficult, hurtful, and even crazy situations.know who you are and remind yourself who you want to be,and that it’s all a state of mind.smile always and stay connected to your loved ones!!!